TO BE OR NOT TO BE JELLY...

JEALOUSLY [JEL-UH S] {ADJECTIVE}: feeling resentment against someone because of that person's rivalry,success, or advantages

HAVE YOU EVER FELT THIS WAY? LOOKED AT SOMEONES LIFE AND WONDERED DANG THEY GOT IT MADE! WHY AM I STRUGGLING AND THEIR SO WELL OFF. WHY IS IT THAT MY JOB SUCKS SO BAD AND I CAN BARELY PAY MY BILLS BUT KIM KARDASHIAN MODELS ONCE AND AWHILE AND IS A BILLIONAIRE.

WELL THE THING ABOUT LIFE IS TWO THINGS. FIRST LIFE JUST IS NOT FAIR OR YOU HAVE NOT REACHED THE PLACE YOUR MEANT TO BE.

CHECK THIS OUT HAVE YOU EVER WENT TO A CONCERT AND HEARD SOMEONE SINGING OR BETTER YET WENT TO CHURCH AND HEARD THE SOLOIST BELCH OUT A TUNE. IN YOUR MIND YOUR LIKE MAN IF I WERE THERE I WOULD KILL THAT SONG. JEESH THE CHURCH/CROWD IS LOVING THEM. WHAT A LIFE THEY LIVE I WISH I HAD THAT.

THE HONEST TRUTH YOU CAN HAVE THERE LIFE AND MUCH MORE BUT WHY YOU DO NOT IS BECAUSE OF YOU. SERIOUSLY SOMETHING HAS TRIGGERED IN YOUR MIND THAT ISN'T ALLOWING YOU TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, TO SEAK THE VALIDATION FROM OTHERS AND BELIEVE THAT YOU JUST CAN'T DO ALL THE THINGS YOU HAVE EVER DREAMED OF.

DO ME A BIG FAVOR THIS WEEK BEFORE IT ENDS DO SOMETHING AND I MEAN ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE BEEN AFRAID OF. WHETHER IT IS SAY A POEM IN A CROWD. GO TO THE GYM BECAUSE YOUR INSECURE, CALL A FAMILY MEMBER THAT YOU'VE BEEN ESTRANGED FROM. WHATEVER IT IS, DO IT! WRITE BELOW IN THE COMMENTS AND TELL ME HOW YOU FELT AFTER, I BET ALL GOOD THINGS LOL!!

XOXO SHAY!